Dear Lucifer,

                Why didn’t you come and visit me? Didn’t you care? After all I did for you, after I gave up my life in Heaven, after I tainted my grace for you, gave up everything. And you couldn’t even come and visit me on my deathbed? I know you would have sensed it, I sensed your pain when it was severe, why didn’t you come Lucifer? Why have you never cared?

I never thought I could hate you. I think I am too weak to hate you even now. Perhaps I am just disappointed, perhaps I thought my service to you meant something, that maybe for once I meant something.

The collar. Take it back. A dead pet is no fun for you is it.